buying p0rn

well it felt like it at least...

anyway the other day i went to buy a local (yes that's read singaporean) young jazz singer at gramophone. well they were having a storewide sale and i figured this particular singer isn't exactly the type that is very available online. so purchasing seemed like a good idea?

there are two theories to that:
1. not worth getting yourself caught for circulating a local artiste?
2. OR people are just too embarrassed to admit they actually purchase his album :p

well when i entered the shop i quickly went to the cd rack and grabbed it. walk walk walk straight to the counter to pay hoping that the person in front of me would RUSH AND NOT TAKE HIS OWN SWEET TIME ASKING A LOT OF CRAP TO THE CASHIER!!!

when he was done i quickly gave the cd to the cashier, paid it and exit myself from the store. yes, right after the cashier gave me a one eyebrow raised look to me when she checked the cd.

halo, i was buying a cd not porn -_-" but it felt soooo much like buying porn. haha...

the grudge

i consider myself to be a rather patient person (given a normal condition). i do cut a lot of slacks for people whom i feel quite close to - those i consider "friends".

so recently this particular friend has ticked me off just one too many times.

maybe the person feels guilty? i'm not sure. he should. does he? i'm not sure. but anyway, it just feels empty and bland talking. probably halfway in the middle of whatever and i'm not even paying attention much. don't get me wrong, i'm not angry or anything, just that i don't feel like there's any point talking or even responding.

i guess you find out new things about yourself. and today i learn that i'm not one who forgive easily.

strange...