Food for thought

are you normal?

who me? OF COZ NOT!

so what's with the world and being normal, i think it's the new in term for calling someone the total opposite. take the school stream in secondary school; the average ones are in the express stream whereas those erm..not so talented in the academic area are in the "normal" stream. then there are those interviews at the crime scenes, when the family members of the criminal was asked they would most probably answer "he's a very normal person"

COME ON! what's wrong with being normal? well in my opinion, in every single bit.

sometimes we laugh at the teenagers around us who do their best to look different, so different they look just a bit off. but think about it, are we any different? sometimes we want to be special in every sense. to have people think we are special. well if not people then at least to have someone (notice the singular form) who think we are special. maybe it's a nice consolation to know that we are somewhat appreciated? everybody has their own reasons i suppose.

shoot the next person who says "i don't like to stand out in the crowd", that person is probably a bad liar. EVERYBODY enjoys the feeling of having other people's eyes focused onto them IF it's for the right reasons. i think i should release a new hypothesis next to the statement that says human is a social being since i think human is an insatiable being. they just don't get satisfied with "normal", they want so much more than just an average normal *do the palm waver gesture* being common is a S.I.N don't you agree?

i guess it's the new insult in town, "you're normal"

*AM NOT!!!*

FAT FREE SINGLES

a cheesy thought

i want one please...(a two legged one would be nice)

another avenue

here i am again; same place same spot a few months ago

on a night like today i go into deep reflection...it's like i'm standing on a big avenue where there are road directions that will change your life for good. it's so exciting and yet on the other side it's so worrying. can't help having a major headache for the past few days after i finished my gmat (btw, the gmat unofficial result was quite alright i suppose for my standard). and so i have finished climbing one hill but after that hill is completed i realized behind it there are mountains ahead. but i suppose as my friend oblio keeps on reminding me - the world still revolves. how very true.

you know something? maybe i'm worried that after one success and my confidence is up there than one big blow will dash everything a part. as you heard before the higher your ego, the harder you'll fall. sometimes i think life is full of cruel mirage, you seem to perceive one incident as one thing but in the end when it's nearer you realized that it's actually nothing more than the trick of the mind.

why am i so desperate to do my masters abroad.

i suppose it's my ticket out of this company, my life here is beginning to look like a circle. everyday is a circle; always the same thing again and again. like a simple flowchart drawn by an upstart staff. it's so very predictable and pointless. what better way to escape other than pursuing your studies.

sometimes i worry.

i'll try this weird uncommon analogy. let's say that i live in a village and am desperate to seek freedom to break free and go to the "city". the question is what if out there is another village or even a more rural one that the one i used to live in. or worse still what if i never get the chance to see the "city", even when i have all the things needed to go there? does that make any sense?

let me just pause for a while.

yes, maybe that's it. i need to pause abit from my tiring thinking. there's not much thinking to do anyway, as i quote from a famous (or infamous) advert - "just do it". i'll just try and give it shot. wish me luck y'all.