the grudge

i consider myself to be a rather patient person (given a normal condition). i do cut a lot of slacks for people whom i feel quite close to - those i consider "friends".

so recently this particular friend has ticked me off just one too many times.

maybe the person feels guilty? i'm not sure. he should. does he? i'm not sure. but anyway, it just feels empty and bland talking. probably halfway in the middle of whatever and i'm not even paying attention much. don't get me wrong, i'm not angry or anything, just that i don't feel like there's any point talking or even responding.

i guess you find out new things about yourself. and today i learn that i'm not one who forgive easily.

strange...