if you see the "anus" *

poke for it!

i'm running for the post of Director of Finance and Administration for the NUS MBA club (student council probably?), ahem strike out the fluffy and sugar coated name, read the job desc and what you get is basically secretary + treasurer :D

i think of it as a rare chance because a friend called me to give an advise or two about the benefits of holding a post in the club. it's quite strange i must say because i have always thought of contributing my part for the school? somehow it sounds so corny huh? *shruggs* i meant what i said period.

seems like no one is running for the position looking at the job desc which basically lists meticulous and tedious jobs that no one wants to handle. i suppose most people are more interested in doing something that is visible, *almost* tangible and recognizable by others. geeky jobs like this *< -- or so i would like to believe* in a weird manner kind of entice me. harlow, remember my previous job? when people were complaining how boring it was, i kept quiet thinking inside that it wasn't that bad actually :p

but the interesting part started when i was talking with my friend ms tinyripples yesterday. told her that for the past few days i've been consciously telling myself to be nice to people. not really to win their votes; more not to look bad and get an evil eye in the podium during the debate actually *har har*

me : "yeah at least til the election is over"
tr : "are you serious?"
me :""yes"
tr :"o my god, you're such a politician"

can you believe i said that? freudian slip at its best. honestly i couldn't believe i said that either. hmmm i suppose i should try to change this mentality, it's just not right. 'hypocritical' is the word. if i ever want to change and be a better person at school it should be because i'm actually to represent the students in a more general manner. i feel to do so i would like to be a more wholesome person without diluting my own personality in the process of coz.

just a thought that cross my mind; i hope i don't lose her vote mmm.... hahaa... just kidding :D

* ps: blog keeper's name has to do with some biological organ of the human species and animal in general fyi