changing weather by the minute

just like my mood...

i must say today is quite a strange day; a question pops up in my head, "am i annoying?" stupid question isn't it? i'm also almost ashamed to actually ask it out loud. but there are quite a series of incidents that make me think twice about people's perception of myself.

maybe it is better not to have me around? or probably just keep my mouth shut? revert back to my old self who was very confined and unexpressive? it's probably me being overly sensitive *sigh*

what a wrong way to end such a beautiful day *and start a new year* let me just give that question a thought or two, maybe there's a certain truth in it. mmmm...