Sunday, January 29, 2006

B 2525 OK

and today i tell you was quite an eventful morning, i saw a car with B 2525 OK number plate on it. i DID took a pix of it with my lousy handphone but it turned out so bad i've decided not to paste it here...*eventful? what eventful?* coz after that i started thinking of all the things i have done when i am 25 *still gonna be 25 til feb 4th right?*

things i have done this year:
1. frequent the gym
can you believe it? i have done so for ONE year *but why do i still have obliques..roll eyes* last year i told myself that if i don't start shaping up myself then i will probably never do so.
2. do my masters in singapore
man...this one sadly did not turn out the way i wanted it to be...still quite shock about it but then i'm coming back with a vengeance. i'm going to take the GMAT sometime next month, hopefully that will be enough to save me a seat in nus/ntu/smu?
3. dye my hair
interestingly i DID dye my hair violet sometime mid of 2005 and currently hanging on a light brown. a friend suggested highlighting it various colours but i don't think i should unless i go abroad? maybe that's what i'd do, if i get accepted in one of singapore's uni i will highlight my hair... hmm hmm....
4. leave the company
man o man o man, i'm pretty much stuck in this company. what would you do if the pay is more than enough but the job doesn't make you any smarter by the day. it teaches you how to follow the boss. *roll eyes* basically it just tells you how to nod onto everything they say :( BUT on the contrary i need the money to fund myself if i ever wanna do my masters abroad..darn it! i suppose i'm stuck for now.
5. get a girlfriend
well this particular one failed so horribly i tell you. 'nuff said.
6. be more religious
skipping this one too. hahaha.

counting down my 25 year old status days, it's pretty scary to think that you're not getting any younger and the world is not stopping for you. but i can say that i lived my 25 year old quite well, not perfectly, definitely FAR from perfect but i suppose i will "B 2525 OK" (now if only i can find a "B 2626 OK" *grumble3x*)

Thursday, January 19, 2006

on the right lane?

some say step by step
some say make a jump
some say move forward
some say listen to your heart

i say just make a step
i say just make a change
i say let's not wait
i say let's move on

but i hesitate
for i pause
since i think twice
and i do nothing

but life doesn't wait
people don't look back
they don't turn around
just can't afford to stop

so just make a step
just make a change
let's not wait
let's move on

Monday, January 09, 2006

footprints



Jay Chou's "Hair Like Snow"

thanks for making my life a sea...

yesterday i went to a childhood friend's wedding reception, i must say it was quite interesting. other than the embarrassing fact that i went with my mum *harlow she insisted that she had to GO since she knows the parents soooo well.... -_-*. well i used to be quite close to this girl, we were kind of in the same clique and could relate since we were of the same age but yesterday as i queued to shake her hand i was a mere stranger. i suppose not meeting for about 15 years has it's toll too...

the whole incident kinduv made me pause a bit and think what are friends? or rather who are our friends...it's odd coz at one point of time we will be so close when in another scene of our life we would be nothing more than a passerby. maybe that's us, human, we are just passerbys in this earth.

kinduv like reincarnation?

when you are 10 years old you used to befriend this person but you move on...15 years later you happen to meet that person incidentally and have no idea what this person is like anymore. that person is a totally different person whom you used to relate with. for all you know that person does not recognize you anymore, she/he'll give you a thinking look and then off to the next person's turn to shake her/his hand congratulating on the wedding.

if you ask me, i think it's pretty sad...the time you spend to cultivate on the friendship is gone in a blink of eyes. right now i'm close to a group of people but what about 15 years down the road? will we still be as close? will we still share each other's dreams? will we be telling each other jokes? will we be....*sigh* will we be friends?

i think i need to get myself a girlfriend...hahaha :p (of course that's the easy way out. if only everything is that simple. )

i suppose simplicity of one's mind is like a rare treasure. friendship for me is like the wave in kuta beach; they come and go...but i remain here in case they happen to come again another time continuing the friendship we had. each roll that passes by is precious and i will remember each and every one of them special as my friends. the very same wave might not come a second time and even if it comes it might be different but i should thank God for letting them marking my life with their footprints coz my life will not be as wide and beautiful as the sea without them.

all of you matter.