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i really don't know what i'm feeling now i suppose. my goodness, this is like those years with the emotional ups and downs. a roller coaster of moods all pent into one.
i so want to tell myself, hey dude, grow up~ *sigh*
'home'? is there such a thing we refer as 'home'? is it a place when we know we belong? is it the warm and fuzzy feeling we obtain from time to time? or is it someone special, your other half that will be by yourside for the rest of your life? this is my long journey in search of 'home'...as i ponder..."is there such a thing we refer as 'home'..."
i really don't know what i'm feeling now i suppose. my goodness, this is like those years with the emotional ups and downs. a roller coaster of moods all pent into one.
posted by spie_dee @ 8:42 AM 6 comments
so i shall start with something embarrassing,the lower part of my pants' thread kind of let go? in the end after walking from the mrt to the office it looks as if it ripped from bottom up. i'm talking about 20cm rip here? ö gawd.. in the end i scotch taped my pants from inside haha.. and if i'm a celebrity, it'll be called the hollywood tape haha~ fortunately after multiple taping every now and then it actualy lasted the whole day :p
posted by spie_dee @ 10:08 PM 0 comments
it's interesting to know how the person whom i thought oozes self confidence has so many insecurities about himself. i'm not saying that it's something entirely negative, it just puts many things into a different perspective. i guess everybody is just human in every sense, right? or is this maybe my insecurity a'calling? (hehe)
posted by spie_dee @ 2:10 AM 0 comments
sometimes i wonder in life if i do fit in with the group i am/was in or i TRY to fit in. take junior college life as an example, it was the time when friends' acceptance was most important more than anything else. can't say that my jc life was bad at all, i was in a good school with nice friends, had a reputable eca even. but looking back, i kind of question myself again. in between the awkward conversation, forced laughter and all, who am i kidding, i don't think i belong there..
posted by spie_dee @ 1:32 AM 0 comments
i'm feeling like a disposable tissue ryt now. when my friends are in need they come looking for me, but dispose me as soon as they're back on track. haha.. o well, i guess i should be glad of 2 things in general:
posted by spie_dee @ 1:34 AM 1 comments
what a way to begin the year. falling ill~
posted by spie_dee @ 10:20 PM 3 comments
so it's the last day of the 2008, within 12 hours and 5 minutes we'll all
posted by spie_dee @ 11:55 AM 1 comments