foreign friends...

for·eign : 1 . situated outside a place or country; especially : situated outside one's own country 2 . born in, belonging to, or characteristic of some place or country other than the one under consideration 3 . alien in character : not connected or pertinent

i can't help thinking it is such a beautiful day...such a great beginning...as i sit here this morning in a foreign country...it's awkward to actually say that..."foreign"?am i in any position to say that it is as unfamiliar as any new place...i mean i used to stay here for about 5 years or so right?how can it be foreign?ironic i spose...

referring to my previous post about friendship that requires the people engaged in that friendship to be in touch in constant frequency or else the friendship would more or less fade away...

was pondering about that fact yesterday...the so-called-bitter truth?
met up with an old friend yesterday and i realized during that rendezvouz that it might be awkward,unfamiliar and everything "foreign" at first...but what's needed is time...time to patch up the old time...time to start rekindling what was familiar and getting back the old welcoming feeling......

friendship is like riding a bike...you only need to learn it once...the next time around you only need time to familiarize yourself... i suppose the so-called-truth is what you want to make it to be...altering it IS one alternative *smile*

bitter...(another chapter in my life...)

maybe we're never meant to be...

sometimes things aren't as bleak as it seems...there will always be a rainbow after rain...

crap...*sigh*

god...not sure whether i should feel angry, sad, dissappointed, confused or even relieved...i wish i am one of those people who can let out their emotions in anger, rampaged my way through the next thing beside me and then after that feel much better...but unfortunately i'm one of those losers who keep their emotions inside *bottled as some might call it?* hmm...at least i have a blog to whine to now if it's any consolation...

so tired...*sigh*

no...exhausted is probably a better term to describe what i'm feeling now...emotionally exhausted...

tomorrow's a new day...*stare*

yes...but until then i have to live another 13 hours of dissappointment...

tomorrow's a better day?
only optimists say that...but it definitely IS a new day...another chapter in my life ended and a new one *hesitant as i am to start* is beginning...

me and my life (so far)...
if i was asked how to describe my life so far i would probably answer it is like the cloud...uncertain...full of unexpected changes...

apparently it is raining now...
yes...let the thunder and the lightnings come...maybe after that the cloud can be white and lighter...

got til it's gone...

Don't it always seem to go, That you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone...

and the news today is the air conditioner in my office went off...not sure what happened to it...an effort to save money? an attempt to do a little something for the environment by reducing the CFC? or simply broken? *although the later seems more likely*

it's practically a sauna from where i'm sitting...okay, i'm being hyperbolic here...only one air con is dead out of half a dozen or something..but the point i'm trying to make is that we don't realize we treasure something so much until it's gone...for my case it's the air con obviously...

oh and i think the line also works for friendship and meticulous relationship too i spose...

forever friends....

bullsh*t...!!!

there was once a friend who told me that "friends come and go, they are just people whom at that particular moment are going for the same goal and incidentally walking on the same path as you..." i then asked him "what happen if 'friends' moved elsewhere or grew apart, are they still friends?"

much as you want to deny it the statement does bear part of truth in it...i know it's harsh but give it some thought...sad isn't it?