when i am free...

and when is that, huh? huh? huh?

that line seems so foreign and sounds like some farfetched fairytale that is close to non existent in my daily life..hahaha...

anyways, i was at the exhibition my company joined recently while counting down the ticking of the clock til it hit 20.00 pm just yesterday *that's a sunday* when i thought of what i would do if i had more time to spare. *it's probably somekind of delirium people get when they are in dire lack of something at a certain point of time?*

well here goes:
1. i would learn to play guitar
last time when i lived in a dorm there was this person who was really good at playing guitar but he was too annoying and such a smart aleck that i refrained myself to ask for his assistance. me and my ego at its best, tsk tsk tsk.... :p

2. i would DEFINITELY read more
be it a fiction book or even the newspaper *gasp* erm...not for the gossip, comic or the sale column only this time. i used to pick up reading when i just graduated from jc but since i moved to indonesia i haven't really find a good library where i can borrow *good quality interesting, did i mention free?* books. hmmm i think i should definitely read more, it's a whole part of life missing without books, don't you think?

3. but of course...get a girlfriend *did you see it coming? i DID! haha*
kind of self explanatory. i don't think i'm in any position to have a girlfriend at the moment due to my time constraint. had one last year and it ended with a bitter note if i must say, i think time is necessary to commit yourself to such a relationship. don't think i want to be a bastard *a second time*? what's the point of having a girlfriend if you don't have time to spend with her, right? the limited girls interested in me also play a *teeny weeny small almost non exsistent..trust me..haha* factor in my singlehood of course :p

4. singing?! yeah singing
used to join choir as an eca back in my jc and had a BLAST singing in a group *esp acapella*. i don't think i have the techniques i used to have though. :(

5. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP
i want to SLEEP at least 6 full hours EVERYDAY! being a zombie all through the day isn't the greatest feeling in the world i tell you.

6. contact old friends
this is odd actually coz i happen to see an old friend from my smp *that's sec school in indon* the other day but i was too lazy to call him since i was in my car. IF i have more time, i would really like to contact my old friends, i think that would be nice. (esp. female ones, re: point number 3)

7. have a nice quiet stroll
alone @ the beach/ mall/ book shop with my discman on (well mebbe now would be iPod?) ...basically i enjoy spending times with no one but myself at times. it's a good way to retrospect and rethink about everything...mmm....

if only i have the time, right... yeah, if only....