想当年

sometimes i think the heavy traffic in jakarta is a blessing (and the keyword here is "SOMETIMES") because we get to think about what we have done that day or even look at the activities happening around our cars. interesting i must say because at the moment i don't really have the luxury to pause and think about all these things (but i have the time to blog? haha..."isn't it ironic, don't you think?")

anyways, it was one of those days when i went back from the office earlier than usual so it wasn't really dark yet and the traffic was totally jammed (as usual..sigh). then i saw this group of teenage boys in their uniform waiting for public buses chatting happily with each other. and you know what crossed my mind? "i'm old!" well okay, guess what's the SECOND thing that crossed my mind? i wish i could turn back the time and become just another jc/secondary students. *ahem* i prefer jc though, my secondary school was an all boys school :p

give it some thought, maybe in another five or ten years you would come across this super busy person driving by and you would think "wow that was me five/ ten years ago..." the point is every step we make we always go forward, even when we don't go forward we can never go backwards. maybe that's the beauty of life? or maybe that's the curse? everything is never black or white i suppose. i think the main idea is how we make full use of our lives, it's really nice to look back and reminiscence. i can proudly say that i had a blast during my teens though, it was definitely not always smooth but still- it was good.

you know what's the most important thing of all? the light already turned green. time to hit the gas and move on.