God bless the selfish...(aka dumb ass united)

"character flaw is such a strong word, i don't know whether that's the right term..."

well yesterday was definitely one eventful day, a friend whom i have not met for years told me that i'm a people pleaser..ouch! he hit bullseye if you ask my opinion...he even said that it's extremely obvious?!i replied saying that being a people pleaser is probably one of my worst character flaws...

hey, let me tell you something, it's not easy being a people pleaser! you have to please TONS of people; starting from your family, annoying friends, "kaypoh" relatives, love interest. well the last one isn't much of a burden actually..teehee :p you know that you're dumb trying to please all those unimportant people and YET you still do it all the same...increduluous *shake head* that would make me double dumb wouldn't it? i'd do it all the same...tsk tsk...

sometimes i think "God bless the selfish" coz they do not need to be such a people pleaser, they only have one person to please: THEMSELVES! those lucky bastards. argh.

the question is: i know that it's not the smartest thing to do but why do i still do it?

yes, and that question is there for the past 10 years or so and i suppose it's gonna be there for quite some time in the near future...well it is for tonight at least.