hopeless stranger...

am i so dumb?
am i so stupid?
i know no one is perfect
but to do such a thing

my confidence is shattered
all gone with the dust
together with my pride
went off with the light

who am i?
what can i do?
is there anything i can do?
is there anything i'm good at?

used to feel i was special
used to think i was different
more than some others
those regular and average people

bitter
hatred
sick
headache

i don't even know myself no more
who am i?
i'm stuck in this person
this strange unfamiliar person

am i somebody for someone?
but you know the truth hurts
when you open your eyes and see
that you're actually nobody for no one....