at a junction...

a prayer of good luck


JJ Lin's "Sarang Heyo"

do you know where you want to be? do you know which way you want to go? are you sure it's all not just a facade you're facing? a mere shadow of the past? something that you do just to prove upon a point? are you sure it's the right choice?

maybe that's life. everything is about options and the choices we make everyday. sometimes i think the decisions we point onto make us who we are.

we strife... we definitely use every single ounce of our will power to reach our vision but when we're almost there we have our second thoughts. it's like when we want to buy an expensive car. you make up your mind that you want this car because it's nice, comfortable and the colour is really striking. in short: you want THIS car. you work day and night, spend money thriftly to save up for this dream car. but when you have saved enough you have second thoughts... is this really what you want? there are other better cars you know. are you sure you won't be wasting your hard earned money just for this? are you buying it just to gain a certain respect from people? or do you really need it? do you need it or do you want it? wants and needs are definitely two different things; between ego vs the essentials.

but then again sometimes self indulgence might not always be a sin. so as i was saying i'm at a junction still unsure of everything. i think i know where i will go but i just need to put myself in the correct mindset before i make the first step anywhere. i don't believe if there is a "wrong choice", there are always two ways to see something. don't you think?

just tap me in the back and wish me luck...that should be enough. for now at least.

there are times when my friends get annoyed and ask me "what on earth are you talking about?" and i usually answer don't bother, i'm just talking to myself. this is probably one of those times.