i get so easily distracted ergh~

i dunno why i'm so bothered by that comment just now. a close friend was joking, he implied that they talked behind my back. well who won't be bothered right? hmmm maybe i'm EVEN more bothered because it's a close friend and i don't quite expect it more than the whole notion of having my negative trait(s) dissed out in the open (aw shucks haha). the thing is can you just talk without letting me know (or even the slight notion of implying -_-")

well anyway now i'm more than curious on what was actually exchanged between these 2 friends of mine really. you know the stupid thing is i might just be distracted simply by a stupid joke and maybe just maybe they didn't even talk about me at all (or just a fleeting comment? *shrugs*)

as usual i think i'm being silly (re: STUPID) i guess hehe.. having a long melancholic mood now. darn, it's such a bad character trait. maybe it's a good topic for them to discuss next time? hahaha :D *ok NOW i can laugh all about it*