stressed out?! am NOT!

which drunkard will admit they are too right? haha.. well i must admit that i'm under a lot of stress at the office these days. things are getting crazy and work is piling up. can't seem to have enough time to do everything and those that i did seem to be somewhat below par also. to put everything into perspective yes i do try to do the best i can but i'm not sure if it's even passable. i have a feeling people expect more of me but then again maybe it's just a feeling...

so the other day i had another bad case of headache again, seems like the back of my head was throbbing and i couldn't think straight. when i went to the doctor, she gave me the strangest advice. maybe you should relax a little bit, get a massage once a while and not get too stressed out.

in the end i went home to catch some sleep *only to be woken up by a phonecall from my indian counterpart asking for something which is a bit impossible from our end*

anyway i'm having second (or third or fourth or fifth iuno?) thought about this job i'm doing. on one end i do like this job coz it gives me the opportunity to learn and i feel that the learning curve is still very steep but then again on the other end of the plate there is me struggling with what i'm doing. it's been 8 months and i think i'm still lagging on certain things that i think i should mastered much much earlier.

how am i doing i wonder.

what do my colleagues think.

i seriously think i can do better.

elsewhere?

maybe~

it's the weekend and i'm thinking about all this sh*t, gawd i really need to chill a lil'... *sigh*