today i feel blue

it's so strange... i miss my honda jazz *sigh* in a day like this i would take her driving to god-knows-where with some soft music playing in the background.. sometimes i feel i think too much, just way too much. and sometimes i feel blue for no reason. probably just the feeling of loneliness that is chilling... *smile*

in a day like this i just want to walk, walk to wherever my feet take me... it'll be nice to have a friend to talk to *shruggs* *off the phone* or maybe not...

maybe it's the talk about relationship *and of coz inevitably the lack of it*, or was it the mockery that i'm not the typical every guy who loves soccer and/ or basketball *i don't think it's the latter, i'm so over it long time ago mmm*, or maybe the hectic weekend, or probably just the weather?

i suppose it's everything into one. aaah and there is that expectation part too.

can i just sleep all of them away? if only. it's not drizzling anymore though.. should i go take a walk? hmm...